| so it is finally coming to an end...year 2010. it has been a long year, and many things have happened..and i think this year actually was not such a good year for me..
but before i recap, let me say this... i REALLY hope that year 2011 will be a blast!! 
i really do hope things will change for the better
so what did happen in year 2010? let's see...
- grandpa & uncle passed away...
- way to start a year? i feel sad when i think back..as i did not get to see them over the christmas break as i did not go back to hk and went to 604 instead
- had falls outs with some friends
- friend A was... i would say a pretty good friend. i chose to side with friend B instead, as i felt friend A was treating friend B unfairly. i don't really think i did anything wrong..but nonetheless it's not a good feeling to lose a friend
- "friend" C... i considered this "friend" a good friend too. worst part is, u can say i ....hate this "friend" now. there i said it. i think the hatred is starting to becoming dislike though. but still... funny how things can change so fast. one minute u get along so well, and another minute you become frienemies?
- involved in some drama
- relating to friend A & B situation... despite the fact that i think i did the right thing, and friend B confirming with me, the process was still not fun
- passed 1st year of resp therapy!
- ok this is probably one of the happier things..  i survived!
- 1st clinical visit & witnessed my 1st c-section delivery!
- it was a long day, but definitely so cool! now i really want to work in the neo department .. but we'll see if things change
- watched toy story 3 & shutter island
- yes these movies were epic! they made it to my 2010 list!!
- i moved in with a friend
- after living at my crappy place for like ~2 yrs... i moved!!! and im glad...no more expensive rent! i haven't started living with the friend though, but i hope everything goes well!
- burning out...as soon as yr 2 RT started
- i just felt so...unmotivated + unproductive ...the whole semester. not a good feeling... but thank God i passed 
- bonded w/people...whether i did or did not really expect to bond with..
- just random people i meet here and there, and some old friends.. makes me feel good about myself! i feel like i am gaining some friends, despite losing some good ones..
- dad underwent surgery
- ok this was scary..... i am really happy that he is ok now. i don't know what else to say about this
- rollercoaster ride with cleo
- no not literally lol. but i feel like.. i really bonded with her a lot at times... and really fell apart at others. i had mixed feelings about cleo for quite a while. yes i know she's a cat, and yes i've had her for several yrs. but because of this, it's easier for me to become disappointed when she misbehaves..
- brother got into a car accident
- it was a bad accident, but thank God again he was not physically hurt!
- officially became a shopaholic ..
- especially at sephora. fml.
- became more...critical
- perhaps? i still don't really know if i did or not. i don't know if it's the people i meet, or it's just me. it's probably both..sigh.
- went to school halloween party
- made me open my eyes. really see what some people are like
- CN tower climb
- yess i completed!!! kinda slow, but it was a good experience nonetheless  i felt like crap going up, but i felt really good when i finished! YAY! people asked me before i would do it again.. i really don't know..
- boxing day
- it was happy :) went with friends, and liked my purchases. after that, did our annual secret santa thing with the chs girls ^^ despite doing this like every year..it was really nice to get everyone together!!
- christmas
- yes this happens every year, but this year i was more giving (rather than receiving) ..!! it felt nice to give...and i didn't expect to receive :)
- 3 years w/bf
- so... long. lol. feels longer actually. didn't really celebrate as much, but still, i feel like more years will come ...
- graduations
- i attended many over the summer...friends' graduations. my own seems so long ago ...
- aged
- yes i age every year, but this year im actually really starting to feel old. physically and mentally... and because i associate aging with bad feelings, i guess i don't really want to be older 
- strep rash...
- wow i cannot believe i almost forgot this. especially when it's still going on. ok now it's not a strep rash, it's just psoriasis (according to doc anyway..).. seriously i will always remember that dr. lei from the walk-in clinic. he ruined my skin and i swear i had depression for like several weeks. fml.
- boston/washington/some other places in the states
- went with bf, and he paid for it it was nice to finally get away from it all ..although my rashes semi-ruined it
- hijacking of hk tour bus in phillippines
- yes i wasn't directly involved (thank God again), but im pretty sure it had an impact on me. may those who fell during the event RIP
- discovered a friend had a tumor
- i found out after, and it was benign. and i don't really keep in touch much with the friend. but still.. thank God the friend is ok
- reunion / running into people
- mainly from high school. very..interesting/good to catch up / odd ... haha. many i have not seen since i graduated from high school, and some since the beginning of high school! lol..
ok there are probably many more, and i can go on forever, but it's getting late and i have a flight to catch -_-
i don't expect anyone to read this...it's more for myself. so ..i just want to remind myself of a few things:
- despite losing some good friends, there are still many friends out there who care, and think similarly. cherish those friends
- try not to be so critical
- but at the same time, it's ok to think differently ... just try to compromise. don't let little things bother you..
- family matters
- get off facebook. or spend less time on the comp ...need more me time..
and looking back at my list of things to do for the holidays, i did none of them cept for shop for presents. fail .. lol |
my 2 AE dress shirts (yess so many dress shirts..i figured i'll need them even though it's totally not my style) + 1 skirt, annd my nail stuff 
and thx my <3 for my present as well..maybe i'll post a pic of it later if i get around to taking a pic~~ (along with many other things) 
